cramps are so irritating - UGH!
its killing me lur.
AND I STAINED MY SKIRT FOUR TIMES. someone beat my record please.
subject combi: bio chem pure geog & elective history. i hope i get into the class! crosses fingers- i mus be motivated to study hard. i must do well. i must i must.
i dint get t see him today, well.. rawr. i still miss him a lot. i still love him so. nothing's gonna changed right? i guess so. i realise im very unhealthy in this way. havent been talking for like weeks already.. but is anything gna change? i doubt so.
it's so silly of me
to want you so much
and yet keep it deep down inside
i hope we'll be okay. im praying to God every single night, to hope that we'll be able to take off from where we started once again. i hope God understands how much he means.. cos i lost him, almost. maybe i lost him long ago.. but something inside me jus keeps me holding on and on. even though it kills me. yeah?
i really hope we'll return to where we were before.
only almost here,
6:53 AM.
